Well, what can I say? We go way back, 5 or 6 years?
The relationship, I feel, is very one sided. You’re not particularly verbal.
I sometimes feel as though you’d drop me in an instant if another suitor came along at any time. I must admit that that is understandable, it is common knowledge that I use you. At least I’m consistent though.
Our meetings are very emotional and rapid. I really know how to push your buttons,
every time! I can’t help myself and you always end up in floods of tears. That’s usually the point where I walk away.
I can’t bear to see you in such distress. You always cry, without fail. And these aren’t crocodile tears, you are full on crying me a river.
I can always gear from a distance when you’ve calmed down. I often come back to check if it’s safe, then suddenly you’ll erupt! I mean you go full on mental, rocking and swaying, like an angry wasp in a teacup. It’s at that precise moment where I realise I can’t go on like this anymore. This irrational behaviour is bordering on insane, I think you might be slightly unstable.
It’s something I regularly think about. Is it worth holding on and trying to fix this? Or should we just call it quits? I know it’s been a long time but is it even worth all of this hassle?
Then when I think I cannot go on much longer, you seem to relax. The world is quiet, you give out a contented little sigh and everything is rosy again. I forgive you, until tomorrow morning when the cycle begins again with the next load of washing.
Don’t ever let anyone make you think you’re not good enough,
follow your dreams right now! Don’t wait until tomorrow,
next week, next year. Stop planning, start doing 🙂