Tag: fear

I may have just cured my anxiety…

    Okay listen up everyone, I may have made some sort of awesome scientific breakthrough… I have severe anxiety problems. I’m paranoid, stupid things scare me or make me panic, such as zombies, the dark, conversations I had 12 years ago, conversations I had 2 minutes ago, giving off the wrong impression, giving the

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How do you feel about that?

  I’m tired. You’re tired. We’re all allowed to be tired. I’ve got responsibilities and jobs to do and so have you. My tiredness is no more relevant than yours and vice versa. It’s not a competition. I can’t explain how my tiredness makes me feel or precisely how tired I am. Just in the same

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Thrill Seekers

    Sky diving, mountain climbing, base jumping. We are a planet of thrill seekers. Crazy, mad, thrill seeking, talking monkeys. We no longer have to run away from saber-tooth tigers and so our fight or flight response system is just sat around with nothing to do. In order to satisfy it we head out

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Jack of all trades…

‘Jack of all trades, Master of none’ This saying gives the impression that if you don’t just stick to one thing then you’re never going to be good at anything and I don’t like it. As a child I flitted from one interest to another; ballet, tap, gymnastics, swimming, karate, tennis, bowling, drama school. All

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A challenge I have overcome

  I find that my lack of confidence is a challenge for me. It’s something that I have to overcome on a regular basis. I used to have oodles of confidence when I was younger and slowly over the years it’s been chipped away at. Well now I’m building it back up and almost at

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Do you love your job?

    I want to do everything. That is my downfall. I want to read all of the books, watch all the films and I most definitely want to see all the places. I desperately want to visit the  Pyramids, the deserts of Nevada, the Great Wall of China, The Himalayas, the ancient Incan Empire

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More Haikus!

  The chair is still there,  Empty and sad, like his heart Will his love return? Mum knows I like cake, Why is there no cake left now? My brother, damn him! Her dress of pure white, Yearning for this day to come. Soon she will be wed. The blood pulsed through, Dracula took his

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The only release…..

    Your face it fills me with such feeling, A dread that drills and drums, A shaking sweat, spills out, I’m kneeling Until my saviour comes. Your touch it terrifies me to tears, A horror that’s hell not healing, A fumbled fall that releases fears A nightmare still unreeling. I’ll sit and suffer, supressed

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