All of the anxiety!

Right, here goes.  I am going to be completely honest and open with you about my anxiety. 100% truthful about the things that go on in my head. And I warn you, it’s not pretty.  I don’t want to talk about anxiety in general as it manifests differently for everyone. Let’s talk about how MY…… Continue reading All of the anxiety!

My anxiety and me

  I don’t think I believe in fate. We’re all the keepers of our own destiny surely, and we make our own futures don’t we? However, I do believe that there are pathways and opportunities just sitting in front of us constantly. Each day is a brand new chance, every time you go somewhere new…… Continue reading My anxiety and me

When life hands you a wobble, just crack on.

  We’ve all been there, life is going along swimmingly, you’re juggling all of your eggs, they’re all lined up in their baskets, then suddenly there’s a tiny little shift and an egg starts to wobble, maybe it rolls to the edge of the table… Of course, you start to panic, you focus all of…… Continue reading When life hands you a wobble, just crack on.

My anxiety is not your anxiety

  and vice versa.   Don’t automatically assume that just because I’m able to do things that you can’t that your anxiety issues are worse than mine. You have zero idea how much effort it takes for me to do to things and how much it hurts to do things too. You should also not…… Continue reading My anxiety is not your anxiety

Will I ever learn?

  I’ve bloody gone and done it again… I promise myself all the time that I will not take on too much. I know that eventually it all catches up to me, I panic and then decide I’m rubbish and nothing gets done. I had a moment earlier today where I very nearly broke down…… Continue reading Will I ever learn?

Ahhh January, where dreams are made and ultimately destroyed.

The title has nothing to do with what I’m saying here, I just liked that title.       I made a decision in November that January would be a month of rest for me. I’ve been very stressed, tired and rushed off my feet. I knew December would be a busy one, when isn’t…… Continue reading Ahhh January, where dreams are made and ultimately destroyed.

My house is a mess and I don’t even care…

My inner ‘Monica’ is having a meltdown! (If you don’t get the Monica reference then I suggest that you just go away and reassess your life decisions) If you know me, you will know that I can’t stand mess and when there are dishes piling up in the sink or the laundry bag is almost…… Continue reading My house is a mess and I don’t even care…